today has been emotional. i have ups and downs. ups, when i don't think about our money problems, and downs, when something happens and we don't know if we'll be able to pay rent. all these little things add up to the one giant thing that is the reason for all the stress and tears: money.
i'm trying to figure it out. as a christian, it's complicated. as someone who's trying to trust and have faith in god and his goodness, it's difficult.
he clothes the lilies and feeds the birds. and no, we're not starving and although we've been behind on some bills for the last three months, the only reason our electricity isn't turned off is because we live in an apartment. provision?
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